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[Saturday
February 11th, 2006 @ 4:09am] |
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grrrr.
people do stupid things and piss me off and i dont like.
you know who you are and what you did so wtfe.
and my past makes no difference. you shouldnt have done that.
so grrrr, grrrr, and double grrrr
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[Thursday
February 9th, 2006 @ 10:30pm] |
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WILL YOU??
will you run away with my heart?
or will you hold it close and love me?
will you give me all your heart?
or will you throw me down and hurt me?
will you love me till the end of time?
or will you shoot me down with denial?
the answer, my dear, is in your heart.
this is your final trial.
FATE....
the days he thought life would be perfect,
the days he wished he would be great.
the times he wanted so much more
than to follow through with his fate
to live so lonely and broken,
he longed for those pearly gates.
but god did not hear him, his mourning,
yet answered his prayer too late.
for the boy had left all his sorrow
in the pillow now soaked with his tears
he had no more love left to lay down
in the ever changing new years
he longed for the one whom he cherished,
the one who gave him his joy
and when god finally answered the prayer,
he saved this young man, once boy.
When i thought my life would be perfect,
the days i wished i was great....
i wish i had long ago realized
the girl im in love with, my fate.....
WRITING CUZ IM BORED. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK
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[Saturday
February 4th, 2006 @ 9:03am] |
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sugar, we're goin down |
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so, im losing it. i dont know what's wrong with me, but everything has been making me sad lately. i almost break down and cry out of no where, even when im with rachael. and tonite is snow ball. i almost dont want to go, cuz of what happened last time. i know ken's not here, but i just feel like some thing bad is gonna happen. and i just found out that rachael still talks to him and she's been wearing his braclet a lot. quite frankly, i hate him. and i dont want to be a jerk and make it seem like im trying to run her life, but i wish she would stop talking to him. i just dont know how to tell her that without her getting mad at me, and i doubt she would do it even if i told her to. and i dont understand why she would even want to. hes suh a fucking jerk, i just want to kill him. so, Rachael and i have been together for over five months now, and we're starting to get into little fights again and im afraid we're gonna start arguing big time again. i honestly wonder how we've lasted so long. sumtimes i just want to scream. for some reason, we have a difficulties talking and every time we get a chance to hang out together, just us, sumone seems to ruin it, ususally her dad. i honestly think he hates me. and other ppl, not saying who, are getting on my nerves and i want them to shut up. yeah, iim basically writing all this cuz i havent had a chance to tell anyone. and i know a lot of ppl wont read this, but i need to say sumtin. so, there it is.
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[Sunday
January 1st, 2006 @ 1:41am] |
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so, 2005 was a really great year. i made sum awesome friends and had a ton of laugh, and actually had a couple good, yet interesting, relationships (in different ways) with sum really kool people. But the best things about this past year were:
1. becoming a good guitarist
2. spending time with my great friends
3. getting a new house, which we own. and its the first one we've owned in like 4 years.
4. and, most importantly, getting together with the most amazing girl in the world, Rachael Lynn Lertola. Today, being Sunday, The 1st of January, 2006, marks the beginning of what has already been an amazing new year, Rachael's 15th birthday, and our 4 month anniversary. i trust that everyone has had a good year, and if not i am terribly sorry. I also would love to wish everyone a happy new year and i hope that you guys all had a merry Christmas. So, to all my friends out there, and the most beautiful girl in the world, thank you for putting up with all of my crap and for being so great to me. i love you all and if ever you need help with anything, know that i am just a fone call away. once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!
I love you, bunny!
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[Saturday
December 17th, 2005 @ 4:03pm] |
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hey, sry its been a while, i just like myspace a lot better than livejournal. and i dont have time to update when im on there. anywho, life is pretty damn good. and all i have to say is I LOVE RACHAEL LYNN LERTOLA WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!! so, yeah, thats aboot all the important stuff.... so, buh-bye...
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[Saturday
November 26th, 2005 @ 12:52am] |
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so yeah, today was totally amazing, kay? i woke up and had to clean my church for a funeral, which sucked. but rachael convinced her mom to kidnap me and i spent the whole day with them. we went to the mall, talked to scott for a few, ate pizza. and rachael got a really sexy corset from hot topic and i think i like it a bit too much. lol. but anyways....i got to stay with rachael all day and her mom actually let us hang out in her room without bugging us every ten minutes and breathing down our backs. so it was pretty sweet. im surprised how much we can find to talk aboot. but i played the guitar for rachael's mom and we just chilled and and wtched "the polar express." so, yeah, all you dorks who still have crushes on me, i dont know what to tell you. you cant have me. im taken forever! so, yeah, you might weanna lay off, cuz i know rachael wont hesitate to kick your butts. lol. shes mine and im hers, so dont even think aboot changing that. goodnite. muah!
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[Thursday
November 24th, 2005 @ 11:55pm] |
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"nobody but me" |
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so, yeah, its deffinitly been a week since i last updated. sry, but i started using myspace and realized that it is way kool than this. so, if i dont update a lot then you know why. anyways, everything is going great, except with my parents, but its the usual crap and drama they always give me. i made chorus in the play, "the wizard of oz." i only know a few ppl who got in and a lot of my close friends didnt make it but i think its gonna be fun. maybe ill meet sum new ppl. who knows. but today was fun. i woke up and started working right away and a ton of my family came over for dinner and i learned how to play "cant help falling in love" by elvis on the guitar. but i had to peel 20 fricken lbs of potatos. but after all the family ate, we hung out and then rachael's mom picked me up and we rented sum movies. "i love lamp." lmfao. so, yeah, i dont have much else to say but, "HAPPY TURKEY DAY!" and, rachael, i love you soo damn much. im sorry for all the crap that happened. i never want to leave you again. i love you.
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[Thursday
November 17th, 2005 @ 9:33pm] |
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tired. wentr to dan browns today after picking up my guitar and gear from myhouse. me and him played all day in the rec room and renae came over and chilled. so we decided to start a band and our name is "random obscenities". going to see "I See Stars" tomorrow with rachael, ashley and amber. so, nothing else to say except, rachael, i love you, baby!!!!!
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[Sunday
November 13th, 2005 @ 6:50pm] |
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DONT ASK |
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ONG, IM ON CRACK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"AWE, THEY'RE HAVING SEX..."
Do I love you because you're beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you?
AND THAT'S WHERE CHICKEN MEETS THE PORK.
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[Sunday
November 13th, 2005 @ 6:39pm] |
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HOME ALONE |
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yEAH, SO, I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER AND I JUST REALIZED IT. AND I ALSO JUST RELIZED THAT I HAVE CAPS LOCK ON BUT IM TOO LAZY TO TURN IT OFF. ANYWHO, NOTHING REALLY SPECIAL GOING ON. DAN AND RENAES PARTY WAS YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY SWEET. WE JUST HUNG OUT AND PLAYED VIDEO GAMES, ATE PIZZA, HAD A FIRE AT MIDNIGHT AND MADE S'MORES. AND EVERYONE EXCEPT RACHAEL AND PAUL STAYED THE NIGHT. SO IT WAS SWEET.
RACHAEL, YOU'RE FRICKEN AMAZING. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!! YOU'RE GORGEOUS!
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[Thursday
November 3rd, 2005 @ 8:54pm] |
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Yee-haw!!
SO yeah, today was fun. Had an early dismissal, went to ashley's house with rachael and laura, hung out with them all day and went to conferences. sooo, yeah, im bored now and im going to yell at rachael's parents for making her come home so early all the time cuz she always has to be home at like 8, except when we go to church. and i dont like it. its too early. and it sucks. anywho, im hanging out with ashley and rachael again tomorrow, maybe going to dennis's for a "get-together", then element at 7 so im gonna be gone all day long, meaning i dont have to listen to my mom yelling at me for not getting all a's. which i really dont care aboot. cuz skool sucks anyways. ok, so, bye bye now.
rachael, i love with my whole heart. i just realized again today that you're my world. i cant live without you. i cant wait to see you tomorrow. i love you, baby!
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[Tuesday
November 1st, 2005 @ 9:07pm] |
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Skool was boring, as usual. me and rachael went to dan browns after skool with renae, tom and eric. played pool and mario. then me and rach came back to my house and hung out until her mom picked her up around 8. and ive been sitting around here doing mothing since then. but i helped a bunch of ppl be happy so im good. but im tired now. so i think im going to bed soon. bye bye
Rachael, i love you soo much. "your lucky...your soo lucky!!" baby, you are so amazing. i hate not being with you. you're the greatest! Im so glad we've made it this far already. its so kool to be with you. I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!
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[Sunday
October 30th, 2005 @ 6:49pm] |
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omg, i hate my family. im gonna run away. even though yesterday was the greatest. i hate ppl.
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[Friday
October 28th, 2005 @ 6:13pm] |
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sadhblcvjebahrgt |
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Yeah, i did it again. wtf. isit impossible for us to not fight?!? my gosh! is it so bad that i cant make a joke? maybe i just wont ever say anything again. so wtf ever. might go to element, even though i dont want to now. so.......in attempt to actually have sum good news for once...
SIMPLE PLAN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Wednesday
October 26th, 2005 @ 10:09pm] |
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wow, i dont even know wat to say. evryone is all depressed aboot curtis and its making me sad. i didnt know him but i dont understand wats going on. why? why is evryone dying? did they do sumthing? did anyone do anything? what's the fricken deal? i seriously cant take anymore of this. and it doesnt help when everyone around me says crap aboot me being better than them. i feel guilty, like evryone wants to be me, or be like me, and i hate it. i dont see whats so fricken kool aboot me. im just a normal average guy, so ppl, cut the crap aboot wanting to be like me and all that other jazz cuz i hate it. and ppl who like to slap me and call me mean names, even if you're joking, im definitly not liking it. so cut that out too. so, yeah, now for me to go sulk in my room and wonder wats wrong with a world that kills innocent ppl, and hope that tomorrow will be better, even though i didnt do my algebra homework.
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005 @ 3:56pm] |
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Good day: the click five |
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so, i got my mom to let me dye my hair last nite. its totally jet black and its fricken sweet. i love it! and nothing else really special to put in here. great skate tonite, hopefully with rachael. u should go. maybe ill see you there. so yeah, nothing else to say. peace out.
I love you rachael!!!!!
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[Monday
October 24th, 2005 @ 8:31pm] |
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Good day: by The Click Five |
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maiUOSDBFCWRE CV
NOT HAPPY!!!!!
my mom wont let me dye my hair, even thnough i bought the dye and was ready to do it. so that just pissed me off and ruined my day. lucky for me, rachael was here to cheer me up. so, if it werent for her id prolly be sulking in my room right now. anywho.....
Concert next saturday!!!! only 4 more days til i get to go crazy for Simple Plan!!!!!
And, yeah, skool sucked again. Except for Fraser Singers, cuz i got to dance...... and i almost killed myself, and morgan, by falling of the riser cuz my shoes were slippery. so, thank god im ok. but yeah, i have no doubt that tomorrow will be yet another boring, crappy day in the life of Daniel Albert Warren II.
'nuff said....I love Rachael Lynn Lertola more than anything in the whole world!! You are my life baby, i cant imagine being without you!
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[Sunday
October 23rd, 2005 @ 4:23pm] |
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umm, not happy? |
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say goodnite |
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dont ask. not happy. bye bye
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[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005 @ 11:03pm] |
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angel to you (devil to me) |
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Heh, morgan, you are such a dork. i love you tho.
"**Fraser Singers**
*2005 - 2006*
^Dan..We Rock!:-P(..and no! you cant have him..hes MY dance partner..ALL mine!:-D)"
so yeah, im totally bored. and its 11 pm and everyone has left me. so, i have nada to do and i think im gonna go to bed. ttyl.
I love you rachael!!!!
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[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005 @ 8:29pm] |
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ill keep you my dirty little secret |
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fun fun today. woke up, showered, got ready, picked up ashley and rachael around 12:30. game started at 1 ans we pulled in about 2 minutes late, lol. so after the game we all walked to brett's for a few and then we went to the concert at steffens. it was pretty sweeet, but they need a louder mic. then we went to ashley's and rachael had to leave at 8. so now im all alone in my house and i miss her.
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[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005 @ 12:29am] |
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Angel to you (devil to me) |
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yeah, so i deffinitly dont know. last nite i was talking to morgan (best dancing partner ever and possibly my new best friend) and we were talking aboot me and rachael. idk wat the hell is wrong with her but shes been really emo all week and getting upset aboot evrything and its been driving me crazy. ive been crying myself to sleep worrying aboot her and wondering wat the heck is going on with her. cuz i dont know anything aboot it. so morgan told me to talk to her aboot it. so, in seminar, mr p was reading evryones horoscopes and mine was sum tin like "u have been putting off sumtin important for a long time and u need to take care it. an opportunity will present itself shortly." so i went to element tonite and i was just kinda zoning out and rachael was being emo again and she just kinda said she was sorry for whatever and we started talking aboot it and i guess shes gonna try to stop being all emo all the time. so, as far as i know, its all good now. i hope it is, cuz i seriously cant take anymore of this. im gonna rip my hair out. anyways, ill find out tomorrow cuz im going to the last game at 1:00 and my mom might pick rachael up to go with me. and were going to the concert at steffens park at 4:30. so im definitly hoping evrything goes ok. so, thank you morgan. you rock! I love you rachael. muah!
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[Thursday
October 20th, 2005 @ 9:47pm] |
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say goodnite - the click five |
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eh, nothings really happening. today was kinda slow. i woke up late and had to walk to school and i was emo like all day, dont know y, i just felt like it. and i kept falling asleep in school. and john burkell is being gay and dropping out of fraser singers, leaving me with morgan devouno and joel moran as the only ppl i will really talk to, besides maybe taylor and tim. so im really pissed aboot that. me and john were gonna be roomates in orlando and if he leaves ill have to try to room with joel or sumone else. so wtf ever. if he leaves im gonna kill sumone. hes only lucky ill still have morgan and joel. anywho, i went to rachael's today after school and her mom got us izza and pop and we kinda tried to watch x-men. so we just hung out until around 7, and her mom took me home. and then i did homework the rest of the night.
I LOVE YOU RACHAEL!!!
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[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005 @ 3:13pm] |
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so, today was the same old crap. nothing special. we started chrsitmas music in fraser singers and every other class bored the hell outta me. but paula is over and renae and tom tom are coming over soon. dan might. i hope he does. cuz we're gonna play halo and have some fun.
And now, presenting the quote of the day:
Me-"I'm not sexy."
Dan Brown-"You're sexy."
Me-"Psh, sexy my ass!"
Paula-"Heh, actually, yeah it is."
Rachael, I love you!!!
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[Monday
October 17th, 2005 @ 3:40pm] |
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Falling faster and faster |
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This is the reason I live, right here, plain and simple:
Rachael-
"I Love Dan Warren!!!"
"Love is when you find someone that you can really be yourself with, being able to share anything. Love is when you can’t even imagine what your life would be like without that other person. It’s when words don’t come close to how your heart really feels. And even though it doesn’t make sense to other people, you know you’re meant to be together. It’s when you spend all night thinking about them, and in the morning, you never felt more rested. Love is when you feel like you know every single thing to know about that person, even though you barely even know them. It’s like you have to grab onto something because it seems like your whole body is about to float away. Love is when that person is the only person who can make your heart beat fast and slow at the same time."
"I think its safe to say that i have totally, completely, absolutly, fallen in love..."
"~I Love Dan Warren More Than Anything!~"
09-01-05
Rachael, u've said everything that comes to mind. I can't think of any other way to put it than what u have. I love you soo much. You are the most amazing and beautiful person i have ever met. Im so happy i have you. Dont ever change. You never cease to make me happy. I love you.
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[Sunday
October 16th, 2005 @ 9:52pm] |
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today was, eh, poopy. church at 9, brother being gay all day, didnt get home until 1:30. sat around until 7:30, when rachael picked me up. so we went back to her house and hung out around a fire and had hot cider. and, of course, we were being stupid and immature and rolling around in the grass, wrestling and tickling each other like little kids. heh. i cant believe how awesome this is. i am so in love, i cant get enough. i act like such a kid with her and im doing and saying things ive never done or said before. all i know is that it must be love cuz ive never felt like this before. RACHAEL LYNN LERTOLA, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. YOU'RE MY WORLD. ILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.
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[Saturday
October 15th, 2005 @ 8:19pm] |
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OMG, today was the best day ever! I got up and went to church kinda early for a fundraiser thingy, and we played football and ate sloppy-joes and hung out. i came home at like 3:45 and me and Doug (my bro-in-law)went to meijer and the flower shop, cuz its sweetest day, and then we went to pick up my baby, rachael. So i spent the rest of the night with her, until 8, cuz her mom picked her up. But we finally got to spen some time together without the whole world looking over our shoulders. so it was fun. and im happy!
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| Nothing better to do |
[Saturday
October 15th, 2005 @ 10:13am] |
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Did u know? B4 u go to sleep at night there is 1 person of the opposite sex thinking of u. They want you they want to kiss u, They want to be with u they are always thinking about u b4 they go to sleep at night they are longing to be with u. This is all true not a fake if u repost this to in 5 mins the person that is longing to be with you will approach you in a month and ask u out or grab u and snog the face off u. But if you break thischain no1 will like u or ask u again for 5 years!!!
Post this in the next 200 seconds and you
WILL have
THE best day of your life THIS FRIDAY.
You're number one *love* Will either
kiss you,
ask you out,
or call you,
or text you,
or better.
If you break this chain you will have a
HORRIBLE day on FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005 @ 11:04pm] |
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1. Have we kissed?:
2. Do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. Did you like it?:
6. Do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:
Appearance
Do you like my-
12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:
Do think I'm-
22. Sexy?:
23. Beautiful?:
24. Hot?:
25. Cute?:
Personality
Do you think I'm-
26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:
Would you..
31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me?:
33. Alone?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Care if I ran away?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
What would you do if..
40. I kissed you?:
41. You found out I was missing?:
42. You found out I was in the hospital?:
43. You found out I was dead?:
44. I cried?:
45. I asked you for help?:
46. I told you I loved you?:
47. I told you I hated you?:
48. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
49. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:
In the last week have you..
50. Wanted to kiss me?:
51. Wanted to see me?:
52. Wanted to have sex with me?:
53. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
54. Wanted to spend alone time with me? *wink*:
55. Wanted to get to know me better?:
56. Thought about me?:
57. Missed me?:
58. Wanted me?:
59. Seen me?:
60. Kissed me?:
Have I..
61. Kissed you?
62. Hugged you?
63. Told you I loved you?:
64. Made you happy?:
65. Made you sad?:
66. Made you angry?:
67. Made you feel better if you were upset?:
Are you..
68. Happy you know me?:
69. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:
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[Thursday
October 13th, 2005 @ 5:47pm] |
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so rachael and ashley went with rachael's mom to get Simple Plan tickets today and they got me one!!! So we're going on the 29th. its gonna rock.
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| I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY KISSED!!! |
[Thursday
October 13th, 2005 @ 5:47pm] |
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dont laugh at this just try it
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repost this with the title "i cant believe they kissed!!" to throw people off.... within 2 minutes. If you do, your wish will come true. If you don't, it will become the opposite
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[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005 @ 3:19pm] |
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eh, nothing special. just bored and feel like updated. great skate tonite with rachael and whoever else is going. it should be fun. school was kinda boring. Mr. p, made me sing in front of the class. and i had to laugh at myself cuz i suck.
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[Monday
October 10th, 2005 @ 7:33pm] |
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asfjab;nfv |
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no comment. im seriously gonna shoot the next person who gets mad at me or starts sumtin with me. i cant take it anymore. fights with evryone, including rachael. its over.good bye
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[Sunday
October 9th, 2005 @ 8:06pm] |
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this one time, at toms house............. |
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dONT aSK................................... aT tOHM'S hOUSE!!! mUhAhAhAhahahahAH
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[Saturday
October 8th, 2005 @ 10:42am] |
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same as lst one |
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heh heh, sry, i was supossed to put this in the last entry but im an idiot. ok here goes. catherine pleins is fricken awesome!!!! and i fuckin love rachael lynn lertola!!
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[Saturday
October 8th, 2005 @ 10:34am] |
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sleepy, excited |
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hey, so, i just found out yesterday that my mom is gonna let me go to the simple plan concert, even thought its on my sister's b-day. but they rock and i want to see them and rachael and ashley might be going to, and possibly dennis, so it would totally be sweet. all i have to do is make sum money by then. but im sure i can do that. so today, im going to a hayride thingy with my church that we do every year, at my friend's house, who lives in emmett, which is aboot a half hour away from port huron. but rachael and laura are coming with me so its gonna rock. and yesterday was kool, i hung out with dan brown, paula, and ashley b. for most of the day. and me and dan dressed in dark camo gear and went walking around town with swords. i felt like a ninja, it was pretty sweet. oh and i learned how to play 9 ball and cut-throat billiards. and i actually won a few times, cuz i am spartacus.
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[Thursday
October 6th, 2005 @ 9:07pm] |
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in love, happy |
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umm, its actually tv, sry |
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ok, its been a while since i wrote. Evrything is ok now, so ppl stop worrying aboot me. im so happy, more so than i have ever been. i love rachael lynn lertola with all my heart!! so yesterday and today were the best days of my life. yesterday, rachael ashley and laura came over after skool cuz we had an early dissmisal. my mom took us out to lunch, we stayed at my house until six, and then went to church and laura got saved!! yay. and then today, rachael came to the skool to see the football game but we went to dennis's instead and then she had to be home at 630 so we got our parents to let me stay there til 8 and i can not believe how much i love her. she is the most amazing person in the world. and "i fuckin love her"
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[Monday
October 3rd, 2005 @ 8:29pm] |
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i dont know |
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back at one |
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idk. i feel like i keep screwing up evrything and im gonna do sumtin stupid and lose ppl that are close to me. i cant take anymore. i want to just break down and cry. this bites, totally.
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[Sunday
October 2nd, 2005 @ 10:16pm] |
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tired, mad about last nite |
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im only updating cuz rachael begged me to so here goes. idk, i really dont want to go into detail abot homecoming. the day was ok, the dance was fun until about 10, after the dance was great, and well-deserved. to make a long story short, rachael was dancing with ken stone at the dance and he kissed her and i hate him. thats it. dont ask any more aboot it cuz i want to forget it. all i'll say is that rachael told me he kissed her and i broke down in tears, thinking i was gonna lose the one thing that really means soo much to me. i guess its all ok now, but i cant stand to be away from rachael now. she's all i think about, all i care about. i cant live without her now, i love her soo much. it just hurts to not be with her. i wish i could spend the rest of my life lying in her arms and telling her how much i love her. and, although that is improbable, i will never pass up a chance to see her,and as long as i can do something i will never let anything happen to her.
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[Friday
September 30th, 2005 @ 10:29pm] |
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exhausted, loved and happy |
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beatles |
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ok, so, pep rally....completly rocked my socks!!! it was so awesome, and if they didnt screw around so that the seniors always win, we so totally would have, cuz we're that fricken awesome!! and tomorrow, if anyone screws around with anybody i am definitely not talking to them, especially if they try to screw with me and rachael. i know last year kind of sucked for her so this year is gonna be awesome or sumone is dead. so if u screw it up, prepare to meet your doom. cuz i want only the best for rachael, and for evryone else. no drama, no fights, no "fuck you's", anything, or there will seriously be trouble. so just be happy and have a good time, its homecoming and we're sophmores and we're way more mature than that. so evryone just have fun and be happy, please.
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[Thursday
September 29th, 2005 @ 11:04pm] |
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just got home from a haunted house/maze/forest thingy with dan, tom and candy. it was pretty sweet, and lots of fun. i only wish rachael could have gone tho cuz i missed her. and dan was mad at his mom and being all quiet and mopey. and catherine got soo scared she was crying. but we all had fun. so tomorrow is the pep rally and im hoping that no one ruins homecoming. its gonna be soo much fun, esspecially since i get to go with rachael. it'll rock.
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[Wednesday
September 28th, 2005 @ 3:35pm] |
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you and me |
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ok, so deffinitly not happy. idk, i was really happy and hyper in skool and as soon as i got home i went into like this dark mood, and its been hapening for a while, like there's sumtin evil in my house making me cranky. and no one is going to church with me tonite so i get to go by myself, and i really dont want to. so, yeah, thats aboot it. so alsjdbvla dljwehfiu
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[Tuesday
September 27th, 2005 @ 4:21pm] |
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lmao, today was totally funny. it was western day for spirit week and i dressed up like cowboy. I had a cowboy het with flames, a western shirt, boots, tight pants and a bandana on my neck and it was totally sweet. but the boots hurt my feet after a while. but it was worth it to see ppls reactions and i had fun. so tonite im going to great skate, and im hoping rachael is going too, but im not sure yet. but she better realize that if she doesnt go then all the girls will be all over me like last time i went alone. lol. idk tho
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[Sunday
September 25th, 2005 @ 2:23pm] |
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hey, evrybody who i talked to last nite or who read my journal and commented, i love you all. im sorry if i scared any of you, im just...depressed. nothing is going right for me and i feel like crap. im sorry for evryone i hurt, esspecially ashley. but its all over and im not gonna attempt to turn back. i just feel overloaded with evryones problems and i feel like evrythings resting on me and its time for that to end. im not doing this anymore, im done with it. all i wanted was for evryone else to be happy but i guess i cant always do that. this time, its my turn. and no one else is gonna bring me down. im rising up to control my life and do wat i want to do, and im not gonna take anyones crap. ill just throw it right back in your face. im young and in love and ive never truly been happy until now, and im not gonna let anyone ruin it. so thank you and goodbye.
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[Saturday
September 24th, 2005 @ 9:17pm] |
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FUCK YOU |
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SFHBSDFB |
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I HATE MY SELF!!!!!!
SCREW THIS WORLD AND EVRYONE ELSE!
TIME FOR ME TO DIE
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[Saturday
September 24th, 2005 @ 7:20pm] |
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well, today absolutly sucked my left nut. first off, my bro-in-law busts open my door at 930 this morning and starts yelling at me to get up. so, i sat on the computer until like 530 and then i couldnt stand it anymore cuz i was bored outta my mind and my brother and my dad were being stupid so i took off on my bike and called rachael. she was with laura and they met me at fort fraser and we went to melissa's. nothing special there. rachael got all emo and wouldnt tell me why, and then laura was being emo and i was jsut sitting there like WTF cuz they wouldnt tell me anything. so i was kinda pissed. and then laura said she was going home and rachael was at her house in the first place so she went with her and i came home to wonder wat was wrong with them and be cranky and pissed cuz they wouldnt tell me. and rachael never tells me wats wrong with her and its frustrating cuz i never know if she mad at me or wat, but today, she just like ran down the street and when i cauhgt up with her she would tell me anything. It makes me wonder, sumtimes, wat this is gonna end up as if she wont share her feelings or say anything. idk wat im gonna do. i cant make her tell me but i feel bad when shes not happy and i hate to see her like that but she keps it all inside and i always have to wonder if i did sumtin wrong. idk anymore.
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[Friday
September 23rd, 2005 @ 10:53pm] |
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she dont know shes beautiful |
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hey, i just got back from the "Alter Boyz" show with rachael. i gotta say, i have not laughed so much in a long time. it was great and i totally recommend that you see it if u ever get a chance. but yeah, i was supposed to go to element tonite but rachael couldnt and she had an extra ticket for the show so i figured it would be better to be with her than to go to element again. and i am deffinatly sure that it was a good choice.
she dont know shes beautiful
(never crossed her mind)
she dont know shes beautiful
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she dont know shes beautiful
though time and time ive told her so
hahahahah, that guy had a lisp, and he looked fricken fruity like whoa! lmfao!
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[Thursday
September 22nd, 2005 @ 6:31pm] |
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eh, today was ok, skool wasnt too hard. choir was really funny today. mr. p started cracking up in the middle of warm-ups because of my shirt. lol. and i got nominated to run for secretary but i really didnt want to and i got yelled at. but rachaels mom had an appointment and she had to stay at the skool until 3:30 so i got to wait with her and not have other ppl like gettin in our faces and talking to us. it was pretty sweet.
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[Tuesday
September 20th, 2005 @ 10:14pm] |
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my own signing/humming |
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blah. i just spent 5 hours making and packing lunches for the katrina refugees and im dead tired. and, yet again, i hardly got to talk to rachael tonite, the one chance i finally got like all day, cuz earlier too many ppl were talkin to me. so GRRRRRRRR!!! im going to go to bed and try to dream aboot having fun and being happy. peace.
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[Monday
September 19th, 2005 @ 10:39pm] |
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so, today sucked at skool just because it was skool and it always sucks. and i totally had a lot of homework and it took me forever. but i was really bummed cuz ashley asked me to go to the soccer game so i called rachael and asked her to go too but her mom wouldnt let her. but it turned out to not be a big deal because dennis called me with tickets to the red wings first game against the tampa bay lightning. we had great seats, row 14 directly above the red wings bench. but we lost. we left early and the score was 4-2, lightning. so it turned out to be an ok day, my first wings game ever. but i just cant wait to see rachael tomorrow. really, thats all i care aboot right now. i wish i could talk to her right now, but thats not possible because of parental rules aboot late fone calls, which completly sucks. but im tired. ill write later. peace.
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[Sunday
September 18th, 2005 @ 10:37pm] |
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bull crap!!!!! today was kinda stupid. i went to churhc and my friend brought two of her little friends, and they all seem to have crushes on me and wouldnt leave me alone. then dennis came over and we went to his house for a few and then went to see the longest yard. great movie, by the way. anyways, we went to chawn johnsons after the movie and played basketball, where i got hit square in the crotch with a ball. and then shawn tried to hit dennis with a football and nailed me in the face. plus, i was having difficulties tryin to play halo and lost by a great margin of points, and i was gettin angry at dennis for being an idiot. and to top it all off, i finally got my internet back and got on and rachael was leaving, just when i really wanted to talk to her. but im aboot to fall over and die so if u didnt see me in skool, this is why. peace.
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