I want it and I need it

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 09:11:01 GMT

grrrr.
people do stupid things and piss me off and i dont like.
you know who you are and what you did so wtfe.
and my past makes no difference. you shouldnt have done that.
so grrrr, grrrr, and double grrrr

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 03:32:12 GMT

WILL YOU??
will you run away with my heart?
or will you hold it close and love me?
will you give me all your heart?
or will you throw me down and hurt me?
will you love me till the end of time?
or will you shoot me down with denial?
the answer, my dear, is in your heart.
this is your final trial.

FATE....
the days he thought life would be perfect,
the days he wished he would be great.
the times he wanted so much more
than to follow through with his fate
to live so lonely and broken,
he longed for those pearly gates.
but god did not hear him, his mourning,
yet answered his prayer too late.
for the boy had left all his sorrow
in the pillow now soaked with his tears
he had no more love left to lay down
in the ever changing new years
he longed for the one whom he cherished,
the one who gave him his joy
and when god finally answered the prayer,
he saved this young man, once boy.
When i thought my life would be perfect,
the days i wished i was great....
i wish i had long ago realized
the girl im in love with, my fate.....

WRITING CUZ IM BORED. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK

...will you run away with my heart? or will you hold it close and love me?

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 14:38:35 GMT

so, im losing it. i dont know what's wrong with me, but everything has been making me sad lately. i almost break down and cry out of no where, even when im with rachael. and tonite is snow ball. i almost dont want to go, cuz of what happened last time. i know ken's not here, but i just feel like some thing bad is gonna happen. and i just found out that rachael still talks to him and she's been wearing his braclet a lot. quite frankly, i hate him. and i dont want to be a jerk and make it seem like im trying to run her life, but i wish she would stop talking to him. i just dont know how to tell her that without her getting mad at me, and i doubt she would do it even if i told her to. and i dont understand why she would even want to. hes suh a fucking jerk, i just want to kill him. so, Rachael and i have been together for over five months now, and we're starting to get into little fights again and im afraid we're gonna start arguing big time again. i honestly wonder how we've lasted so long. sumtimes i just want to scream. for some reason, we have a difficulties talking and every time we get a chance to hang out together, just us, sumone seems to ruin it, ususally her dad. i honestly think he hates me. and other ppl, not saying who, are getting on my nerves and i want them to shut up. yeah, iim basically writing all this cuz i havent had a chance to tell anyone. and i know a lot of ppl wont read this, but i need to say sumtin. so, there it is.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 06:49:59 GMT

so, 2005 was a really great year. i made sum awesome friends and had a ton of laugh, and actually had a couple good, yet interesting, relationships (in different ways) with sum really kool people. But the best things about this past year were:
1. becoming a good guitarist
2. spending time with my great friends
3. getting a new house, which we own. and its the first one we've owned in like 4 years.
4. and, most importantly, getting together with the most amazing girl in the world, Rachael Lynn Lertola. Today, being Sunday, The 1st of January, 2006, marks the beginning of what has already been an amazing new year, Rachael's 15th birthday, and our 4 month anniversary. i trust that everyone has had a good year, and if not i am terribly sorry. I also would love to wish everyone a happy new year and i hope that you guys all had a merry Christmas. So, to all my friends out there, and the most beautiful girl in the world, thank you for putting up with all of my crap and for being so great to me. i love you all and if ever you need help with anything, know that i am just a fone call away. once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!

I love you, bunny!

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 21:16:20 GMT

hey, sry its been a while, i just like myspace a lot better than livejournal. and i dont have time to update when im on there. anywho, life is pretty damn good. and all i have to say is I LOVE RACHAEL LYNN LERTOLA WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!! so, yeah, thats aboot all the important stuff.... so, buh-bye...

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 05:59:34 GMT

so yeah, today was totally amazing, kay? i woke up and had to clean my church for a funeral, which sucked. but rachael convinced her mom to kidnap me and i spent the whole day with them. we went to the mall, talked to scott for a few, ate pizza. and rachael got a really sexy corset from hot topic and i think i like it a bit too much. lol. but anyways....i got to stay with rachael all day and her mom actually let us hang out in her room without bugging us every ten minutes and breathing down our backs. so it was pretty sweet. im surprised how much we can find to talk aboot. but i played the guitar for rachael's mom and we just chilled and and wtched "the polar express." so, yeah, all you dorks who still have crushes on me, i dont know what to tell you. you cant have me. im taken forever! so, yeah, you might weanna lay off, cuz i know rachael wont hesitate to kick your butts. lol. shes mine and im hers, so dont even think aboot changing that. goodnite. muah!

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 05:07:01 GMT

so, yeah, its deffinitly been a week since i last updated. sry, but i started using myspace and realized that it is way kool than this. so, if i dont update a lot then you know why. anyways, everything is going great, except with my parents, but its the usual crap and drama they always give me. i made chorus in the play, "the wizard of oz." i only know a few ppl who got in and a lot of my close friends didnt make it but i think its gonna be fun. maybe ill meet sum new ppl. who knows. but today was fun. i woke up and started working right away and a ton of my family came over for dinner and i learned how to play "cant help falling in love" by elvis on the guitar. but i had to peel 20 fricken lbs of potatos. but after all the family ate, we hung out and then rachael's mom picked me up and we rented sum movies. "i love lamp." lmfao. so, yeah, i dont have much else to say but, "HAPPY TURKEY DAY!" and, rachael, i love you soo damn much. im sorry for all the crap that happened. i never want to leave you again. i love you.

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 02:38:50 GMT

tired. wentr to dan browns today after picking up my guitar and gear from myhouse. me and him played all day in the rec room and renae came over and chilled. so we decided to start a band and our name is "random obscenities". going to see "I See Stars" tomorrow with rachael, ashley and amber. so, nothing else to say except, rachael, i love you, baby!!!!!

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:51:55 GMT

ONG, IM ON CRACK~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"AWE, THEY'RE HAVING SEX..."

Do I love you because you're beautiful, or are you beautiful because I love you?

AND THAT'S WHERE CHICKEN MEETS THE PORK.

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:48:43 GMT

yEAH, SO, I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER AND I JUST REALIZED IT. AND I ALSO JUST RELIZED THAT I HAVE CAPS LOCK ON BUT IM TOO LAZY TO TURN IT OFF. ANYWHO, NOTHING REALLY SPECIAL GOING ON. DAN AND RENAES PARTY WAS YESTERDAY AND IT WAS PRETTY SWEET. WE JUST HUNG OUT AND PLAYED VIDEO GAMES, ATE PIZZA, HAD A FIRE AT MIDNIGHT AND MADE S'MORES. AND EVERYONE EXCEPT RACHAEL AND PAUL STAYED THE NIGHT. SO IT WAS SWEET.

RACHAEL, YOU'RE FRICKEN AMAZING. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!! YOU'RE GORGEOUS!

booger-face!!!

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:05:03 GMT

Yee-haw!!
SO yeah, today was fun. Had an early dismissal, went to ashley's house with rachael and laura, hung out with them all day and went to conferences. sooo, yeah, im bored now and im going to yell at rachael's parents for making her come home so early all the time cuz she always has to be home at like 8, except when we go to church. and i dont like it. its too early. and it sucks. anywho, im hanging out with ashley and rachael again tomorrow, maybe going to dennis's for a "get-together", then element at 7 so im gonna be gone all day long, meaning i dont have to listen to my mom yelling at me for not getting all a's. which i really dont care aboot. cuz skool sucks anyways. ok, so, bye bye now.

rachael, i love with my whole heart. i just realized again today that you're my world. i cant live without you. i cant wait to see you tomorrow. i love you, baby!

2 fricken months!! We rock!!!

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:32:31 GMT

Skool was boring, as usual. me and rachael went to dan browns after skool with renae, tom and eric. played pool and mario. then me and rach came back to my house and hung out until her mom picked her up around 8. and ive been sitting around here doing mothing since then. but i helped a bunch of ppl be happy so im good. but im tired now. so i think im going to bed soon. bye bye

Rachael, i love you soo much. "your lucky...your soo lucky!!" baby, you are so amazing. i hate not being with you. you're the greatest! Im so glad we've made it this far already. its so kool to be with you. I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 23:50:05 GMT

omg, i hate my family. im gonna run away. even though yesterday was the greatest. i hate ppl.

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 22:18:33 GMT

Yeah, i did it again. wtf. isit impossible for us to not fight?!? my gosh! is it so bad that i cant make a joke? maybe i just wont ever say anything again. so wtf ever. might go to element, even though i dont want to now. so.......in attempt to actually have sum good news for once...
SIMPLE PLAN TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 02:31:14 GMT

wow, i dont even know wat to say. evryone is all depressed aboot curtis and its making me sad. i didnt know him but i dont understand wats going on. why? why is evryone dying? did they do sumthing? did anyone do anything? what's the fricken deal? i seriously cant take anymore of this. and it doesnt help when everyone around me says crap aboot me being better than them. i feel guilty, like evryone wants to be me, or be like me, and i hate it. i dont see whats so fricken kool aboot me. im just a normal average guy, so ppl, cut the crap aboot wanting to be like me and all that other jazz cuz i hate it. and ppl who like to slap me and call me mean names, even if you're joking, im definitly not liking it. so cut that out too. so, yeah, now for me to go sulk in my room and wonder wats wrong with a world that kills innocent ppl, and hope that tomorrow will be better, even though i didnt do my algebra homework.

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 19:58:42 GMT

so, i got my mom to let me dye my hair last nite. its totally jet black and its fricken sweet. i love it! and nothing else really special to put in here. great skate tonite, hopefully with rachael. u should go. maybe ill see you there. so yeah, nothing else to say. peace out.

I love you rachael!!!!!

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 00:40:31 GMT

maiUOSDBFCWRE CV
NOT HAPPY!!!!!
my mom wont let me dye my hair, even thnough i bought the dye and was ready to do it. so that just pissed me off and ruined my day. lucky for me, rachael was here to cheer me up. so, if it werent for her id prolly be sulking in my room right now. anywho.....

Concert next saturday!!!! only 4 more days til i get to go crazy for Simple Plan!!!!!

And, yeah, skool sucked again. Except for Fraser Singers, cuz i got to dance...... and i almost killed myself, and morgan, by falling of the riser cuz my shoes were slippery. so, thank god im ok. but yeah, i have no doubt that tomorrow will be yet another boring, crappy day in the life of Daniel Albert Warren II.

'nuff said....I love Rachael Lynn Lertola more than anything in the whole world!! You are my life baby, i cant imagine being without you!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 20:24:08 GMT

dont ask. not happy. bye bye

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 03:06:31 GMT

Heh, morgan, you are such a dork. i love you tho.

"**Fraser Singers**
*2005 - 2006*
^Dan..We Rock!:-P(..and no! you cant have him..hes MY dance partner..ALL mine!:-D)"

so yeah, im totally bored. and its 11 pm and everyone has left me. so, i have nada to do and i think im gonna go to bed. ttyl.

I love you rachael!!!!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 00:56:05 GMT

fun fun today. woke up, showered, got ready, picked up ashley and rachael around 12:30. game started at 1 ans we pulled in about 2 minutes late, lol. so after the game we all walked to brett's for a few and then we went to the concert at steffens. it was pretty sweeet, but they need a louder mic. then we went to ashley's and rachael had to leave at 8. so now im all alone in my house and i miss her.

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 04:50:34 GMT

yeah, so i deffinitly dont know. last nite i was talking to morgan (best dancing partner ever and possibly my new best friend) and we were talking aboot me and rachael. idk wat the hell is wrong with her but shes been really emo all week and getting upset aboot evrything and its been driving me crazy. ive been crying myself to sleep worrying aboot her and wondering wat the heck is going on with her. cuz i dont know anything aboot it. so morgan told me to talk to her aboot it. so, in seminar, mr p was reading evryones horoscopes and mine was sum tin like "u have been putting off sumtin important for a long time and u need to take care it. an opportunity will present itself shortly." so i went to element tonite and i was just kinda zoning out and rachael was being emo again and she just kinda said she was sorry for whatever and we started talking aboot it and i guess shes gonna try to stop being all emo all the time. so, as far as i know, its all good now. i hope it is, cuz i seriously cant take anymore of this. im gonna rip my hair out. anyways, ill find out tomorrow cuz im going to the last game at 1:00 and my mom might pick rachael up to go with me. and were going to the concert at steffens park at 4:30. so im definitly hoping evrything goes ok. so, thank you morgan. you rock! I love you rachael. muah!

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 01:48:36 GMT

eh, nothings really happening. today was kinda slow. i woke up late and had to walk to school and i was emo like all day, dont know y, i just felt like it. and i kept falling asleep in school. and john burkell is being gay and dropping out of fraser singers, leaving me with morgan devouno and joel moran as the only ppl i will really talk to, besides maybe taylor and tim. so im really pissed aboot that. me and john were gonna be roomates in orlando and if he leaves ill have to try to room with joel or sumone else. so wtf ever. if he leaves im gonna kill sumone. hes only lucky ill still have morgan and joel. anywho, i went to rachael's today after school and her mom got us izza and pop and we kinda tried to watch x-men. so we just hung out until around 7, and her mom took me home. and then i did homework the rest of the night.

I LOVE YOU RACHAEL!!!

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 19:21:38 GMT

so, today was the same old crap. nothing special. we started chrsitmas music in fraser singers and every other class bored the hell outta me. but paula is over and renae and tom tom are coming over soon. dan might. i hope he does. cuz we're gonna play halo and have some fun.

And now, presenting the quote of the day:
Me-"I'm not sexy."
Dan Brown-"You're sexy."
Me-"Psh, sexy my ass!"
Paula-"Heh, actually, yeah it is."

Rachael, I love you!!!

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:48:00 GMT

This is the reason I live, right here, plain and simple:

Rachael-
"I Love Dan Warren!!!"
"Love is when you find someone that you can really be yourself with, being able to share anything. Love is when you can’t even imagine what your life would be like without that other person. It’s when words don’t come close to how your heart really feels. And even though it doesn’t make sense to other people, you know you’re meant to be together. It’s when you spend all night thinking about them, and in the morning, you never felt more rested. Love is when you feel like you know every single thing to know about that person, even though you barely even know them. It’s like you have to grab onto something because it seems like your whole body is about to float away. Love is when that person is the only person who can make your heart beat fast and slow at the same time."

"I think its safe to say that i have totally, completely, absolutly, fallen in love..."
"~I Love Dan Warren More Than Anything!~"
09-01-05

Rachael, u've said everything that comes to mind. I can't think of any other way to put it than what u have. I love you soo much. You are the most amazing and beautiful person i have ever met. Im so happy i have you. Dont ever change. You never cease to make me happy. I love you.

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 02:27:56 GMT

today was, eh, poopy. church at 9, brother being gay all day, didnt get home until 1:30. sat around until 7:30, when rachael picked me up. so we went back to her house and hung out around a fire and had hot cider. and, of course, we were being stupid and immature and rolling around in the grass, wrestling and tickling each other like little kids. heh. i cant believe how awesome this is. i am so in love, i cant get enough. i act like such a kid with her and im doing and saying things ive never done or said before. all i know is that it must be love cuz ive never felt like this before. RACHAEL LYNN LERTOLA, I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. YOU'RE MY WORLD. ILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU.